Tomorrow

Starts my official first day of dieting. I was supposed to be a part of a midsummer's fast but I haven't stuck with it yet. I guess because I made a deal with Josie to workout in the mornings. I'm super sore from the workout this morning. But I need to do it again. And then I decided since I am working out and the other girls who are participating are not I could eat something small once a day. That's fare right? So I can continue going and not pass out...IDK I feel like I'm cheating them.

And then for lunch I got out super early from school. Like I had a two and a half hour lunch. So I went with a friend to eat and I ended up binging on mashed potatoes and gravy =] yummm. I purged after wards but still. Cheater! So then I was feeling low and I got home and I was hungry and was like "fuck it. I already messed up today! So I ate ramen and strawberry cake =/ But tomorrow is an early day. My friend is coming to pick me up for work and he is bringing coffee =D So coffee and I will nibble on whta ever food he brings but that's all I will eat tomorrow!

Also I weighed myself today. I am at 130 lbs. 20 lbs to go =]]]

Now some thinspo:
Today is Audrey Kitching =] I think she is lovely and I want to look like her one day