I wish I was thin already. I know I have to eat so I don't become sick, so I don't rot my teeth and kill my insides, make new diseases to cover my guts, to replace the fat with hard tissue that kills me slowly. I want to be beautiful and small and thin. So I don't eat. I normally eat a small 200 cal breakfast and 200-400 cal after workout. Today I woke up late so I missed my morning appointment with the gym =/ I am going to workout after I write this and smoke a cigarette. But i had a test, which I think I rocked but after my usual pot of coffee, I had to eat something because I was too jittery. I can't run off of just coffee very well. There has to be SOMETHING to settle my stomache.
In other news, I feel good today, like I accomplished something =] I am still unsure as to what I accomplished though. I am going to get kicked out of the course either way....Being arrested sucks. lol
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