So a few things. i am binging currently but only to rid my room of most of the food. everything left will be 100 cals or less. =/ i am getting sick … mentally and physically. my tonsils have been swollen for 2 or three weeks now. and i cant stand to eat but today i am letting myself go because i binged last night and i decided i need to get rid of the food in here.
i am down to 128 usually. i was at 125 for a minute but then i got kicked out of class and im being sent from the lovely west coast to virginia…
and next time i go to the store i have decided to get laxies for a daily use. yuck but so is the fat. maybe i will just get a colon cleanser and i have a bunch of acacia pills coming to go with those. =] so that plus my hopefully new found will to wake up early and workout again will make me thin. I want that so bad and i am up to going all day with no food. just coffee and smokes.but the next day i will eat a little so my new goal is to make it to friday without any food. and if i do eat it will be one of my 100 cal snacks. but no food until friday and then we will see how i feel and i may extend my fast.
+ the pills will be here so i can take those and the combo is supposed to make you drop like 10 lbs a week. in toxins and poop but still. i don't know how i will react to that kind of weight loss. the lady who did a thing on the news said the combo made her loss 25lbs in a month!!! that would make me 103. and i have to work out with my job so it would be less loss possibly but still!!!! idk how my job will react if i loss that much between weigh ins but im willing to risk it… wish me luck!
Stay thin lovlies! some thinspo for you. and sorry for not posting recently its just all the stress. i dont have much time to do everything anymore…
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