well fuck

i am stuck in a place where my meals are regulated three times a day. three times i have to go into a place sit while others chow the fuck down and i have to eat to seem normal... and all i want to do is scream "don't eat that cake fattassss!!!!" lol seriously there are some fat stupid little piggies here. and all the food served is greasy fried covered in gravy fat making. yuck.

i am trying my best to eat good but its hard with all the choices being not healthy. and right now theres not much to do during the day so its eat sleep poo repeat. OH! and no laxies allowed... no smoking no drinking. what am i to do?

at least its hot here. i sweat constantly inside or outside. i think that means the layer of fat is being removed. thats how i feel. either way im still the skinniest girl here.. stay thin lovlies!